I know I can't say it happends a lot...but I can safely say it will happen again...
I guess i shouldn't think about things like this...or feel like it's all against me...
It's hard for me to get attached...when things like this happen all the time...
I guess i should stop having faith that someone will tell me to hope...
I don't want to feel this way...and i know that it's not this way
I wish my heart could tell the difference between what i feel and what's actually real...
I wish i could take a vacation that would last a whole year...
And meet new people and start new things without someone already knowing the truth...
I want to start over...or for things to get back to how they were...
I can't help think about everything...and worry about things that are not my everythings
I hate to feel jealous and left out...but i guess other can say what i want to get out...
Why does it seem so unfair and why can't i get anywhere...
I'm stuck in a hole of emotion...and can't seem to get out and in motion...
This wasn't supposed to sound like a poem...but sometimes my words come this way...
And I can honestly say it will happen again...
Sincerely, unfortunately and como siempre...
ME
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